I am sick and I need help. I’m bulimic, and I cut and burn my skin. I don’ know why I do it. I just can’t stop. I’m overweight, and my family points it out every chance they get. I don’t feel pretty. I feel like an ugly, scared, fat monster that is no image of it’s former self. I don’t reach out to my friends because I don’t want the attention, or them to worry. My family is no help, but won’t admit me to the hospital. Outpatient does no good. I feel like if I keep going, I’m going to die. But I can’t stop. I’ve tried.

Praying for this beautiful person.

(Source: blogsecret)